I feel really down today. I don't know what it is. It's just a "blah" day. I have no motivation to do anything.
Last night was a rough one for me. Gabriel really pushed me to my limit and and found myself yelling at him. I had it with him, so I changed him, laid him in his bed and walked away. Skipped the whole bedtime routine. Poor little guy. My frustration mixed with feeling bad for yelling at my poor, sweet little toddler left me feeling pretty defeated.
I got to talk to McKay on the phone and just ended up crying to him for a half hour. He was so sweet and did his best to make me feel better. But all I wanted was to have him home and to get my sanity back.
These next couple of weeks cannot go by fast enough.