Friday, June 24, 2005


Well, as most of you probably now know (if you read my comments) that Spencer (now) is the same Spencer as before. Unless I didn't refer to him as Spencer on this. But if you actually know me, you know what Spencer I'm talking about. Well, Devin is all butt hurt about me and Spencer because Devin likes me or whatever. I was going to go with Spencer and Devin and Jeremy today to chill and do some shopping and errand running, right? Well, Spencer calls me and is like "Hey, I think I'll just call you when I'm done."  -Okay. Fine.-  "Well, what? Don't be mad at me."  -All I said was 'fine', Spencer.- (I really was kind of upset, though, because I had been home alone all day and incredibly bored. I was looking forward to getting out of the house.) "Yeah, but I can tell that you're upset at something."  -If you just wanna go with the guys, that's fine.-  "No no no no--it's not that. I want you to come, but things are still weird with Devin and I know that he'll be all weird the whole time."  -So?-  "Well, he's still all butt hurt about us and I don't want to make it worse."  -How is it going to be worse? He has to get over it sometime, Spencer.-  "Well, I know that. He will. But I don't want to rub it in by bringing you along. If I am how I am around you he'll just be all pissed off and annoyed the whole time."  -So what? He needs to just get over it and get on with life. You can't keep trying to protect him from his feelings or the truth or whatever it is you're trying to do. That's only going to make it worse. Don't baby him, Spencer.-  "I'm not babying him."  -Yes you are. And you're not doing him a favor by doing it. It's like having a hurt ankle. You can't baby it and crutch it all the time. Eventually you have to walk on it or it's never going to get better.-  "I'm just giving him time, Ashley. After a while, he'll get over it. He'll get over you. You're not going to be the only chick he thinks about for the rest of his life."  -He has a girlfriend.- "Yeah but-"  -And he's still all butt hurt.-  "She's not really his girlfriend. They're just sort of dating."  -Whatever--that's not the point. He's always going to be all pissed off or whatever if you keep trying to protect him or whatever. He needs to GET OVER IT.-  "Ashley, he even told me one time before we started dating that if you and I were ever a 'thing', it would kill him. I know this hurts him and he's my friend-"  -He's my friend too Spencer. But he needs to learn that that's all he is and will ever be.-  And blah blah blah. It concluded with me being really annoyed--and he knew it. So now I'm sitting here doing this instead. Bleh. He just called me to see if I'm still annoyed. We're going to go to a show tonight at the Muse. That's it. Whatever. I'm not mad at him. I'm just frustrated with how he's trying to deal with this Devin Problem.





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