Friday, January 7, 2005

Boys....can't live with 'em, can't shoot 'em......

Okay, I got over my January 5th blues. I apologize to everyone who read that novel of a post. It was long, but I had to get it all out...I feel better now though!

Anyway--on to business. Things right now are....well, I don't know. Story of my life. I never know. But then I always do. Do I make sense? No. But does anything? Man, what is with me today... Okay--to the point. Greg. That's what this is about. I like him more and more every day. It sounds creepy, I know. Before, it was just "Yeah, I like Greg. He's cool. This and that and the other blah blah blah." But now I think about him when I'm bored. And I don't even do it on purpose! It's weird. I just have nothing to think about, so my mind wanders and finds its way to Greg. I think my brain does that when ends are unmet. I don't know where I'm at with Greg. Who knows what we are? Not me. I should ask Jayme--she knows everything. (LOL) Anyway, this is going to be embarassing since Greg will probably eventually read this....oh well. I guess I don't care. I would talk to him about it if we could find the time. He works a lot. Not that I'm complaining... Here's the cruddy part: I wanted to go do something this weekend 'cause we haven't done anything since before I left for Christmas break, and I've been back for a week. So what? right? Well, he has an excuse for everything....sorta. He's either writing an essay, sleeping, or doing something with one of the guys. Who knows what's up? Again, maybe I should talk to Jayme.

I'm stuck in a rut. Not like I'm trying to be negative or something. It's just mass boredom. Nothing to do and no one to do anything with. My best friend (that I LIVE with) spends all of her time with her bf. I swear Thomas sees her more than I do. Michelle (Greg's sister--lol) is working. Jessica is grounded...sorta (how retarded--she's 18). Greg is...doing....something. I don't know. There are other people I could call, but I'm just too lazy. No motivation sucks. So, because I'm so bored I'm going shopping tomorrow. I'm not a big shopper, but I'm that bored....

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