Tuesday, October 19, 2004

Stressed and KILL-HUNGRY!!

Wow. I haven't written in a looooong time. It's crazy! Whoa! JK. Well, I went to Cedar City about a week and a half ago for the Shakespeare festival. Thats right, I'm on the shakespeare competition team at my school. Shut up. I know I'm a nerd. Anyway, we did really well and had lots of fun. It was awesome to be a part of SFHS's best year at Cedar City my SENIOR YEAR!! We perform the whole show in a few weeks. Ugh. I'm so ready to be done with this one and move on. I'm not a big fan of Seven Brides for Seven Brothers, though (the musical we're doing this year). I don't know how this is going to go. I have tons of preparation to do for auditions. Yuck.

Speaking of 'yuck', that's how I've felt lately. Last week I missed two days of school because of 'yuck'. Kara's parents thought I might have had a kidney infection. All seems to be fine now, though, so we're cool. Well, fine in that I don't have KI symptoms anymore. Ew. I still feel yucky though. I think it's because I'm totally stressed out. I have so much going on right now. First, there's school. I have make up work to do in all of my classes (not to mention the tests I missed while I was gone that my teachers mentioned NOTHING about beforehand...) And I have to prepare a new case for debate because my partner decided he didn't like the one we had....Well guess what? We have a huge tournament in California in two weeks. And we have no case. Which means, as of now, we're screwed. Then there's this huge project due in horticulture that keeps taking longer than I expect. Early morning math is kickin' my butt. Not because it's hard ('cause it's not), but because it's early morning. And then there's my guidance councilor who keeps NOT getting the packet I need for graduation, so Kara's parents (I live with my best friend, Kara--her parents are "my parents") are ridin' me. Then there's Masquerade (October dance at my school) this weekend and I haven't even started on my costume. I have rehearsal every day (blah blah blah--I hate it). I just got my script for my State Drama Comp. piece, so I need to start memorizing that. My ex keeps bugging me. My brother's friend is trying to hook up with me (ew-NO). I have so much drama going on everywhere! AAAAAHHHH! I'm just going to crawl into a hole and never come out. Someone save me! Make it all go away!

Ugh. Okay. I feel better. So guess what? I always used to make fun of people who spend their LIVES on the computer playing RPG's and whatnot, right? Well, Kara's brother and sister (Devin and Kerstin) play this game called conquer...ALL THE TIME. It's insane how much they play this game. They kept bugging me to try it "just once". I kept telling them NO WAY. And then last week when I was sick and had nothing better to do, I decided to try it to see what all the fuss was about. Oh my gosh. I'm addicted. It's insane. I love conquer. I can honestly spend like five hours playing the game and not realize it. I know--stupid, isn't it? Well, you obviously haven't played conquer. It's freakin awesome. Oh man, I don't know what I'm gonna do. You know very well by now that I have more than enough to keep me busy right now, right? Well, yesterday after school, I needed to unwind so I could actually get stuff done (I had just gotten home from rehearsal. I was tired, hungry, and annoyed.) Well, before I knew it, it was midnight. "Oh crap!", I thought to myself "I have become what I make fun of!! Noooooooo!!!!!" Man, I need to get a life.

Still figuring things out...

*Imported from my first blog on mindsay.com*

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